The Beginning!

Hello everyone, My name is Jennifer, I am 26 and I have 2 handsome little boys and I have been married for 5 years now, for the most part my life has been a hand full of up's and downs.
      
           I meet my husband when I was 6 he was the boy that always wanted to play he lived down the street to me and he was always over my house. When we were growing up we always had something thing to say to each other even if was a " Hi, How are you?" kind of thing. Then High school came long we Stayed pretty good friend he made fun of me and I made fun of him. In Jr. year I moved it was the hardest time for me because I didn't know anyone ( I don't make friends that easy) I was 17, So i lost my best friend, pretty much everyone that I grew up with that was in 2001, That was the last time I saw Damien.

             I email him and let him know what was going on in my world and he let me know what was going on in his little world we would talk about anything and everything. and then I didn't hear from him in 3 months, and he wrote me saying Happy birthday and to find out he joined the Marines I thought that was great for him...We started more and more about what was going on and to find out that he was in Japan. He asked me out I was so happy because I know that if he ever asked me out I knew that he was the one ( growing up I have always liked him) well the kicker was I haven't seen him in 4 years I had know idea what he looked liked and and he had know idea what I looked like but for me I never changed I looked the same. On January 22, of 2005 I saw him for the first time in 4 years and all I could say was "WOW, he has changed, in a good way :)"

         Then I found out I was pregnant in the beginning of March, we have talked about having kids and we wanted to have kids right away so it worked out we got married on March 21st, of 2005, we had our first son on December 2 of 2005 we named him Skyler.

           On February 2 nd of 2006 My husband left for Iraq that was the day I became a single mother of one my son was only two months. My husband come home 7 months later when my son was 9 months it was very hard for him to see Skyler like that but he knew who is daddy was.

I am going to skip a couple of years

We have had some really hard time and some times we thought we would never make it. That's when i found out I was pregnant for the second time that was in the end of November, we had our second boy on July 20th of 2009 when Skyler was 3 1/2.

We now live in Southern California, in a small house but for once I am happy with life because I do have my husband and my 4 year old and my 9 month old!

This blog is about my life and what goes on I sometimes just need to talk and my husband doesn't want to hear it. I don't have anyone that I call a really good friend anymore. So I just need to get it out in the open.